Healing The Etheric Family Pattern

Below are the notes taken from a session I did with the name “Smith”:

 S.   I felt a lot of tension in your shoulders.  There was also a lot of sadness.  You told me you had felt much sadness when your husband left.  The initial sadness probably came from feeling unheard and misunderstood – your mother was very dominating.  You resigned yourself to “I don’t have a say”.  Anastasia presented herself to assist in the healing, so I asked you to imagine yourself in the Cedar Forest and see what animal came forward.  It was a fawn (see printout attached).  In the healing the 8 year old in you had to face the fawn and let all the sadness and not being able to get to “sacred mountain” to be healed.  You had to let it go out through your feet.  I then did a Blessing on this sadness.

M.     The “M” falls on your thymus (new high heart chakra) which opens you to guidance from spirit and universal unconditional love and the color is aqua.  I saw a lifetime where your tongue had been cut out in India.  You were a “fearless” Bard who spoke out about injustice.  You were warned to be quiet, but didn’t heed this warning.  I saw you held down by 4 men in a cold cell when your tongue was cut out – you told me you would freak out if you were ever held down.  You were also left on a cold concrete floor and that’s why you will hate the cold in this life.  In that life after your spirit was broken you were let go into the world where you became a disillusioned beggar who had lost all joy and trust.  You became “resigned” (same in this lifetime).  In the healing you had to go back and tell her you were her future self – that she had been brutal in a past life and karmically had to experience this.  You had to give her love and healing.  After this you saw her released and she simply held the love which emanated from you to everyone.  You could touch people and give healing.

I.     The letter “I” falls on your navel – I noticed there was no connection between your top half and bottom half.  There didn’t seem to be a connection with sex and your heart – you thought this might come from your lack of belief in yourself way back. You talked about your husband having guilt around sex and couldn’t talk about his feelings.  Somehow you blamed yourself for this.  In the healing Archangel Michael came to the 13 year old and handed her her Sword of Truth.  He touched the top of her Sword with his so she could feel the truth of who she was in spirit, and not who her mother made her believe.  She was an exquisite young woman.  The light of who you are was going into your hips and thighs, pushing ahead of itself doubt out through your feet.  Energy from Mother Earth was coming through your feet and filling you with the goddess energy, helping you feel vibrant and alive.  I asked you to see yourself with your Sword of Truth, going to your mother and telling her that it was not OK for her to dominate you or put you down.  I got you to imagine being a young woman feeling empowered with the world at your feet and let that energy filter through your whole body bringing healing to all the times you didn’t feel ok .  I got you to imagine being with your husband and teaching him about sex, giving him permission to do “naughty” things.  You needed to feel the freedom and tell him you need him to tell you how he feels.  “A woman’s sexual organs are her ears”.

T.  The letter “T” affects your ears.  You said you had often had ringing in your ears.  This usually happens because you simply don’t want to hear what’s going on in your childhood.    It seemed you shut down at age 10.  Archangel Michael came again to the 10 year old who had to tell her mother not to yell any more or speak badly to her.  I got you to scan through your life and simply hear music and the song of birds etc. to help heal your ears.  You told me that you didn’t make friends easily at school and had a lack of confidence.  I did a Blessing on “aloneness” which is one of the negative qualities of the letter “T”.  In the healing I saw the kids coming around you asking you to play.  I noticed you had a brick wall around you which you saw as pale yellow brick.  I asked the healing angels and guides to pull it down so you could let the love and the warmth of the sun in to thaw you out.  We also did a Decree as follows:  BY DIVINE DECREE IN THE NAME OF GOD UNDER THE LAW OF GRACE I GIVE MYSELF PERMISSION TO FEEL LOVED AND LOVABLE x 3.

H.  I saw a past life with you as a trapeze artist who was very famous and beautiful.  As you didn’t know love, it all went to your head and you betrayed your husband.  This is probably why he would have left you in this lifetime.  In the healing you had to go back and tell the woman that if she betrayed her husband she would suffer in many lifetimes and also that he would hurt her.  She also needed to feel loved so she could be happy with him in that lifetime.  I also asked for healing between Amanda and her ex-husband in all lifetimesLorem ipsum dolor sit amet, consectetur adipiscing elit. Ut elit tellus, luctus nec ullamcorper mattis, pulvinar dapibus leo.